Long time...

Well.. I havent written since xmas... that is sad...
im kind of happy kind of sad... maybe im crazy...
im in love but yesterday everything was different i dont.. maybe he didnt look at my eyes and that make me feel a little bad.. but there was like a whole week that i didnt see him...
I havent drink or smoked for mor than a month
I think that is kind of cool.. well... the drink part bcoz im dying for a cigarette hahah
today i discovered that my life is just BS but mayb everything will get ok
sometimes i feel like im in a hole and that i cant get out of it
but well..

Why life is so weird?
Why when you love someone he just disappear?
Why just when you think your life is perfect, something bad happens?
Why when everything is starting to be all right, everything stops working?
Why does love exist?
Are we like God’s puppets, with the one he can play and laugh about them?
Why do we have to lie to make other people happy?

yeah im crazy i know...
tomorrow i'll receive my graduation cloth but i'll havo to pay a lot 4 it...

im feeling empty...
i think i need a kiss.. or a hug...
well... that is enough 4 today...

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